Amidst a cobweb of feelings here I am. My deep breath returns as I finally sit alone. Unsettled, directionless, nursing a sense of being far away from home, here I am. A warm dandelion tea sits before me, cinnamon swirled on top romantically. The lights are dim and the small lounge holds me warmly, knowingly.
All I seem to be craving is pleasure and deep nourishment. So this evening I’m giving my feminine what she is calling out for, what she is yearning so deeply for. To be felt, and to be emotionally connected to something out of this physical world. To experience deep pleasure as this is what lights the soul up with pure joy.
There is an alarming shift in energy as of late, and I believe it’s in each of us. As a collective consciousness on this planet it must be in all of us even if some don’t seem to feel it. There is a strong pull to remain slow and grounded. As life around us is picking up its pace there is the strong temptation to want to join in and keep up for fear of missing out. For trying to catch up on time passed. However we forget what the last two years so loudly forced us into. Stillness, to stop doing and begin being. For it is in being that we truly feel each emotion, that we can grow to accept who we are and what we feel, so that we can understand others more deeply. So that we can understand ourselves more deeply and give ourselves what we genuinely need in order to be vibrant beings of love.I’m trying to take the lessons of the past and implement them now. We’re not meant to struggle or be tired yet most of us are because we have taken to believe what society presents to us as normal, as truth. Whose truth? It doesn’t need to be your truth. Your truth is what lights you up, excites you and moves you into a state of being that radiates with pure bliss. That is able to feel every emotion, to sit deeply in sadness, cry in excessive loneliness and laugh until it hurts. There are no rules only limitations. Most of the time these limitations are self created. So break them and create new ways of thinking. Aligned ways of thinking. Aligned ways of being.
Slow down.
Allow the moment to be felt deeply.
Allow who we are the chance to breathe and be seen.
Loretta xo